I am an engineer! It means I examine things, extensively. It means I continually analyze a problem or situation and systematically break them down into smaller problems or situations. I do this so that the big problems can be solved by simpler and smaller means. I have to admit I like it. I like beating a topic, problem, or issue into submission by examining it until by sheer will I can out think the issue at hand, and thus nullify its occurrence.

However, there exists a force in the universe that does not appreciate this. This force is a mile wide and an inch deep. Its nature is to be superficial. Its desire is not to gaze upon any issue or problem for to long because the reality of the details might slow it down. I am at odds with this force. But, it would seem in fact that I am engaged in a relationship with it. It might be better said that there exists a balance between us. I do however question its validity. I question not its function, but its amount. I question the value of these amounts when it comes to being reckless, unrealistic, and blinding. In fact, I hate it and need it as much as it hates and needs me. Because without it I would likely never find a new problem.

All that is left to say is, it sucks, but I can see that it has some value. Its not much in comparison to my own, but then again without it could I be an engineer at all?